Randy, I am so glad to hear from you... I miss you... you have been supporting me since I joined Medium.

Life is so crazy these days ... so many changes and still I can't believe how much it changed in such a short time.

I know that I met someone so special but we are not together. Our connection and friendship are so beautiful, but I am trying not to think, just enjoying whatever I can. Even the imperfections are being perfect at this moment and I am living the best moment in my life. I fell happy even not being with him or not knowing if we will be together someday... there's no need, no possession...

The moments together are magical and even when it's not as we planned, it is still great. That's the difference... nothing is sure or clear... still , it is so natural and spontaneous ... he makes me feel free, safe and funny....

Don't know what will happen, but certainly there will be no regrets...

I have been trying to post and have a few drafts, but my mind is in such "in the zone" state of mind ... every second is being so intense ... and so so many things happening...

Thank you , my friend!